Perfection...

As I sit here trying to think about what to write, I want to say Thank You. Thank you to all that have reached out to me and said kind words. Thank you for supporting me and my family through this. Thank you for not saying anything because sometimes there are no words and just acknowledging that can go a long way.

Life is about all the moments we have and experience. Every path we walk is put in front of us for a reason. Sometimes we just have to get out of our own way. We spend (myself included) so much time holding on to crap that just needs to be let go of. That crap only hinders the person holding on to it. It has absolutely no effect on the other person. Gage has taught me so much and I am continually learning from him. I realize that this path we are walking down is full of unknowns and I'm learning to be ok with that and to get out of the way.

We were carving the pumpkin last night and David asked me if I had the stencil. I looked at him and replied. I'm not perfect and neither is Gage so we are going to have an imperfect pumpkin. He proceeded to draw the pumpkin face with no stencil and you know what...it's PERFECT! Gage smiled and laughed when we lit it up and that my friends is perfection. That is what it's all about. I was not really into Halloween this year and that changed it right there. Who cares if Gage is not wearing costumes like all the other kids. He's doing his own thing. I a going to cherish every moment and educate all I come across. If they want to be judgmental, that's on them not me. 

This journey is not at all what I expected but in life do things always turn out how we expect them to?   I am going to learn to let go of my expectations and I will follow his lead. After all it is his life, I am merely the guide God chose to help him along the way. Ultimately, Gage will do what he was sent to the Earth to do...not what I want him to do. I ask for strength on this path because I know it's going to test me, but I am ready

Until next time.....