Jill and Carrie at Easter Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Hey everyone!! I thought I would give this a whirl since Jill is recording her struggles, I thought that I would record my thoughts and struggles with trying to lose weight so that I can give her a kidney.
Things are going good. I have lost about 10 pounds currently ~ only about 35 more to go. I am trying toget involved in new and different things, such as martial arts or kickboxing. I get so bored easily and lose interest. Not to mention so busy and tired.
I want to thank everyone for the support that Jill has received over the past 6 months. She really appreciates it beyond the words she expresses to you all.
Things are going good. I have lost about 10 pounds currently ~ only about 35 more to go. I am trying toget involved in new and different things, such as martial arts or kickboxing. I get so bored easily and lose interest. Not to mention so busy and tired.
I want to thank everyone for the support that Jill has received over the past 6 months. She really appreciates it beyond the words she expresses to you all.
So I am getting ready to go to bed and I have been reflecting over the past few hours about today. Everyday is a battle as I am driving around to my clients's homes. Sometimes I am not even hungry and I have thoughts about fast food...you don't realize how strong the urge can get. I totally understand how a drug addict feels when they are trying to resist drugs or alcohol.
I have been doing better. I am on Herbalife. It is a meal replacement diet. I am doing well on it. I have actually stuck to it for longer than 3 weeks. That inself is an accomplishment. And with each pound that comes off I start to feel just a little bit better. I know that I need to do this not only for me but for Jill. I am trying to find some physical activities that I can do that will keep my attention. I went to a martial arts center today. I think I might give it a try. I also have thought about starting to ride a bike. Although, I don't think that I have been on a bike since I was a kid. Oh my and all these hills!!!!!! I definitely would get a good work out :)
As I get ready to sign off and go to bed, I wish there was something I could do to help Jill sleep at night. I worry about her. I wish that there was a magic solution...as I tell my kids in therapy ~ here is your wand and if you try real hard, you can make any wish you wish come true....its just up to you. Until tomorrow........
I have been doing better. I am on Herbalife. It is a meal replacement diet. I am doing well on it. I have actually stuck to it for longer than 3 weeks. That inself is an accomplishment. And with each pound that comes off I start to feel just a little bit better. I know that I need to do this not only for me but for Jill. I am trying to find some physical activities that I can do that will keep my attention. I went to a martial arts center today. I think I might give it a try. I also have thought about starting to ride a bike. Although, I don't think that I have been on a bike since I was a kid. Oh my and all these hills!!!!!! I definitely would get a good work out :)
As I get ready to sign off and go to bed, I wish there was something I could do to help Jill sleep at night. I worry about her. I wish that there was a magic solution...as I tell my kids in therapy ~ here is your wand and if you try real hard, you can make any wish you wish come true....its just up to you. Until tomorrow........
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