We just finished watching the movie In Her Shoes. It was very good.

I was just sitting at the table procrastinating and listening to my IPOD. I am wondering why people in this world are so superficial. I am continuing to have a difficult time taking the weight off and actually, I have gained. It is so difficult because I haven't always been this way. I have never had trouble meeting people or guys. It sucks because I know that I have so much to offer someone. I just want to find someone who can love and accept me for who I am- fat and all. I never would have realized how much pain comes with all of the fat. Which is ironic in itself because my eating has always to fill something inside of me. I have never been sure what exactly. But all I know is that the more I eat the more pain I feel. I try to stop eating but I feel empty. I am starting to get desparate. I almost think I might do ANYTHING to get this weight off. Something has to give....soon.

until next time...............

I know I have been a bad blogger. I just have had such a boring life lately. Actually, I have been sooooooo busy that I don't have time at all. I just got back from Florida. I was there for 10 days for my friend' s, Dana, wedding. It was absolutely the most beautiful wedding that I have ever seen. I am not sure if I have ever seen two people more in love. I will post pictures soon.

I am back at school. I am going online to get my Ph.D. So this term I was just so overwhelmed between work, teaching, and school. I am not sure what I was thinking when I took on so much. Needless to say, I have survived somewhat. I am tired. I am not teaching the March term. So I am going to take the time to recoup.

Before I left for Florida, I had an inteview at Girls and BoysTown of New England for a program coordinator position. I am not sure how it went. We will see. If I don't hear anything by Tuesday, I am going to give the site director a call. All I know is that I need to find a salary job soon. I can't do this fee-for-service full time. It's too stressful not knowing what I am going to get paid. I would really enjoy working for GBT again. I totally believe in their mission. We will see.

Scooter also had to have surgery (see picture above). :( Poor thing. He did NOT like the ecollar. He's doing better though. He is starting to use his leg more and more.

Well I need to go now.....until next time........